THE AFFAIR

A lot of words have been said

While we lay here in our bed

A lot of blaming

While the two of us were yelling

Trying to be heard

By the unspoken words

I kept saying, ‘Sorry’.

But you told me to save it for my diary

This was not the how I imaged our conversation

It just seems hopeless with too much aggravation

Lately the fighting has been more than less

Every since my cheating I had to confess

My in digression

Have me so confused and depressed

Is it possible to love two men

But the Bible says it is a sin

My heart laughs calling me a fool

But I can’t go on being selfish & cruel

The father of my child

Threatening to leave when the divorce is filed

I reflect back

So many good years in the past

We vowed to make this marriage last

A house is a home with two people married

The love that created children in that family

My confidant and lover

Threatening me with an ultimatum to expose our cover

When we began this love affair

So carelessly without a care

Now this horrid affair has left me with night mares

Nothing but an emotional roller coaster that will leave me left alone

I got to go and I got to leave this man who broke up my happy home

Thu 4/15/2010 5:02 PM